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This week was one of the most loneliest weeks I’ve ever had at berkeley. yeah, I know that I was purposely trying to hide myself away so that I could study for the three midterms that I have next week but I like to be with people who are special to me… and it was especially hard on me because I couldn’t contact my family. I think that during this week, God was trying to tell me that I am never alone, that he is always by my side, that he is an unfailing, faithful God. He is good.
 I miss my sisters so much. They’re in Beijing, China right now and they are phoneless and internetless for two whole weeks. Knowing that they won’t pick up their phones when I call or answer my random texts or reply to my messages on facebook makes me feel very alone. I am praying for their safe return home. Also… I miss Shalom. Today I realized how far I’ve been traveling on a road that is not meant for my feet to walk upon. Lord I need your guidance. Help me to seek you in the quiet instead of blatantly ignoring your resounding commands amidst the noise I’ve been surrounding myself with. Please. |
